— Esoerotic Dark Feminine Magick Retreat —The Sovereign Sensualist
An sensuous reclamation of embodied pleasure and aroused liberation
Immersive 5-Day Portal of Transformation
Thursday June 18th–Monday June 22nd in Holly Ridge, Coastal North Carolina
There is something you have been craving that you may not have words for...
Not more success. Not more information. Not a relationship to complete you.
Something wilder than all of that. The feeling of being fully, unapologetically alive in your own body. Moving, expressing, and existing for no one's pleasure but your own.
This craving has a name: It is called the Sovereign Sensualist.
The Sovereign Sensualist is a 5-day, 4-night immersive portal of Esoerotic dark feminine transformation held at Dea Magia in North Carolina: a 7.5 acre sacred coastal property devoted to embodied reclamation.
This retreat is built around a single radical premise: your pleasure is not a reward. It is a birthright. And reclaiming it—fully, unapologetically, for no one but yourself—is one of the most sovereign acts available to you.
In 2026, we are done waiting for the world to give us permission. During this portal, we choose a new paradigm rooted in sovereign pleasure, embodied truth, and liberated selfhood.
Through Esoerotic dance rituals, dark feminine teachings, magickal ceremony, shadow exploration, and the deep communal holding that only happens when an intimate group descends together, you will leave this retreat fundamentally shifted in your relationship to your body, your desire, and your sense of self. Not because something changed outside of you, but because something irreversible shifted within.
Whether you are arriving as a longtime devotee of this work or encountering Esoeroticism for the first time, this retreat will meet you exactly where you are and guide you deeper than you have gone before.
The Retreat Experience
𓆙 Guided dance and movement rituals
𓁺 Space for self-reflection and shadow work
𓁥 Magickal ceremony
☥ Circle sharing and vulnerability
✷ Indulgence in food, pleasure, and play
☾ Daily free time to connect in conversation, swim, explore nature, get cozy in an indoor corner and read, or enjoy an afternoon nap!
*You must be open to all of the above experiences—including being witnessed in your sensual movement—to sign up for this experience!
For those ready to embody sensuous liberation
General Schedule
Thursday
Arrival anytime after 1 pm, please arrive by 6 pm if possible
Dinner
Mix, mingle, and meet your fellow sensualists!
Friday
Breakfast
Opening Ceremony
Lunch
Free time
Afternoon ritual
Dinner
Evening circle
Saturday
Breakfast
Morning ritual
Lunch
Free time
Afternoon ritual
Dinner
Evening circle
Sunday
Breakfast
Morning ritual
Lunch
Free time
Afternoon ritual
Fancy Dinner
Closing Ceremony
Monday
Breakfast
Free time
Check out by 1pm
Extra Night
Would you like an extra night to have a free day to explore the local beach, historic centers, etc? We have an extra night add-on option! It does not include lunch or dinner but gives you access to the property for an extra day/night, with breakfast included on Tuesday and check out by 1pm.
Rituals will include both guided and self-guided dance + movement, shadow exploration, pleasure practices, circle discussion, and transformational magickal ceremony.
What’s Included:
Lodgings for 5 days and 4 nights
A rich experience of workshops, rituals, and play
Continental breakfast (quiches, fruit, toast, yogurt, etc.)
Catered lunch and dinner (dietary restrictions will be honored)
Coffee/tea bar and snacks
7.5 acre private property with a pool and wooded area for nature walks
Life-changing experiences and heart-felt connections that span well beyond our retreat container!
You will be responsible for flights and transportation to and from the Dea Magia retreat property, see FAQs below for more travel information.
My Body
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My Pleasure
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My Power
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My Magick
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My Body ☥ My Pleasure 𓆙 My Power 𓁥 My Magick ☾
The “Dea Magia” Property
Welcome to Dea Magia {pronounced "DAY-ah" "MAH-jee-ah"}
Italian for “Goddess Magick”, Dea Magia is a 7.5 acre private property in coastal North Carolina and portal of dark feminine magick.
It is my home. My land. The sacred world I have been building since I followed the call of the sea back to the east coast. Every corner of this property has been devoted to the same intention that lives at the heart of Esoeroticism: the radical reclamation of sovereign selfhood, embodied pleasure, and dark feminine power.
The Esoerotic Temple sits on this land. The pool, the wooded acres, the coastal air—all of it is yours for these five days.
I do not take lightly the honor of opening this space to you. Dea Magia is not a retreat venue. It is a living, breathing sanctuary, and for the duration of the Sovereign Sensualist retreat, it belongs to us.
FAQS
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Choose your room below and submit a non-refundable $400 downpayment to secure your spot, then look for your inbox for a follow-up email on how you can choose to pay your balance in full or in monthly payments.
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Yes! We can accommodate monthly payments, but full payment must be submitted by June 1st.
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Wilmington “ILM” airport is 28 miles away and has affordable flights if you can connect with air carriers such as Avelo and Breeze.
Jacksonville “Albert J Ellis” airport is also close and offers Delta flights. (22 miles away).
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A full packing list will be shared before the retreat, but you should not have to make any new purchases other than kneepads if you don’t own them already for this experience!
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Absolutely! We have a private chef who will be able to accommodate.
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You can email Crimson here!
Sign Me Up!
Early Bird Pricing Ends March 29th
Choose your room below and reserve with a $400 non-refundable downpayment. After received, look for an email to confirm your payment preference.
Pay in Full or Monthly Payment Plans available; must be paid in full by June 15th.
Room 1 in Main House
Private room with Queen bed and closet.
Shares bathroom with Room 2.
Early Bird:$2,250 | $2,450 after March 29th
Room 2 in Main House
Private room with Queen bed and closet.
Shares bathroom with Room 1.
Early Bird:$2,250 | $2,450 after March 29th
Room 3 in Main House
2 person room with bunk beds and closet.
Share bathroom with roommate.
Early Bird:$1,975 | $2,175 March 29th
2 spots available
Shared Apartment: Private Room
2 person apartment; private room.
Full kitchen and shared bathroom.
Early Bird:$2,200 {private room} | $2,400 after March 29th
Shared Apartment: Open Studio
2 person apartment; day bed in open studio room.
Full kitchen and shared bathroom.
Early Bird: $2,050 | $2,250 after March 29th
Cottage 1
3 person cottage with twin beds. External shared cottage bathhouse.
Early Bird:$1,750 {per person} | $1,950 March 29th
3 spots available
Cottage 2
2 person cottage with 2 full beds. External shared cottage bathhouse.
Early Bird:$1,750 {per person} | $1,950 March 29th
2 spots available
Extra day/night for any room is $111
Would you like an extra night to have a free day to explore the local beach, historic centers, etc? We have an extra night add-on option! It does not include lunch or dinner but gives you access to the property for an extra day/night and breakfast included on Tuesday. Tuesday check out is 1pm.
Hi, I’m Crimson, the creatrix of Esoeroticism™ and the woman behind Dea Magia.
I am in my midlife prime, building a sacred Esoerotic world on my own land in coastal North Carolina, and I wake up every single morning lit up about my life. Not because everything is perfect, but because I shed that expectation and redefined life on my own terms.
I spent seven years building and running Minx + Muse in Austin, TX—the first studio of its kind to hold both sensual movement and mystical practice under one roof. I sold it, followed the call of the sea, and began my next chapter here on this land.
The work I facilitate in these retreats is the same work that transformed my own life. I know what it feels like to be disconnected from your body, your pleasure, and your sense of sovereign self, and I know what it feels like to reclaim all of it.
That is what I am here to guide you toward.
I do not take lightly the responsibility of holding this space. Every retreat I create is an act of devotion—to this work, to the dark feminine, and to every person who arrives ready to descend.